There has been just way too much sorrow and grief this week-end, and I just can’t take it anymore. There are ups and downs, and we’ve lost a beloved pet and beloved commenter, but this life shit is still pretty fucking awesome. It took Lily sitting on my lap and suddenly sitting up, turning around, and licking me and then sitting right back down to snap back my senses, but for the most part, we have a pretty good thing going, you, me, and everyone else.
I want each and everyone of you to post something positive or good that has happened to you or that you witnessed this past week. I’ll start with a couple:
1.) I realized again how much I love my mom, dad, and brother and sisters. Sometimes I get annoyed with them, and I have been a supreme dick at one point to every one of them, but they are always there when I need them and our family, though we won’t admit it because stoicism=Cole, we are the kind of close family with no bullshit that everyone should have.
2.) I realized again how lucky I have been to have these awesome animals in my life. My love for Tunch need not be discussed additionally, but Rosie has just shocked me this week-end. She really knows something is wrong, and has been within two feet of me or on my lap since Tunch died. It kind of makes me think there is a plan, and that Rosie was meant to be dumped on that road and become part of the pack.
3.) My affirmation in humanity has once again been re-affirmed. I’m misanthropic by nature and love this website because it gives me a chance to reveal a part of myself that I wouldn’t in person, so the outpouring of support, in the comments, from my fellow bloggers, in emails and friendly tweets and comments on facebook, makes me think that maybe I’m much less of a misanthrope than I think I am, and thank goodness for that. My general inclination is to think the world is dominated by assholes, and that may be true, but at least my little world is dominated by wonderful, generous, sweet, and supportive people. Having said that, go fuck yourself, we are not putting the recent comments app back up, so stop fucking emailing me about it, you assholes. I’m seriously sick of your shit.
Post your happy thoughts, and let’s let this wake end. I hope when I wake up tomorrow, Mistermix and DougJ and the rest of the morning crew will have some posts up about politics.
And seriously, your support this past day and a half and willingness to listen to me babble was more important to me than you will ever know.
Also, too, eat a bag of salted dicks, because I know my noon tomorrow one of you will have pissed me off.